No regard for himself… or anyone else for that matter… because he lost Me, he’d say, but it was something even before Eve, even before Shanti… that’s what he’s learning… something inside of Him Self about the Devil and God and how they are one.
I’d always have rather stayed away from him, but I guess I’m helping him learn this lesson… why I did it in the first place. I am not fallen…
I am… Elevated… beyond wrong doing and judgement. I am God’s dark angel when he needed a night to appreciate his own light. As her, as Me, it could be anyone really but she owed me a karmic debt in this lifetime.
For Shakti.
Adam is reckless…
but he also doesn’t, well he acts like he doesn’t give a damn what people think of him…
I think he does what is destructive and doesn’t care, and if it’s good, he suddenly does.
This… self-hatred he has.
It shows up with Me and elsewhere, in this world as well.
He is healing me, Om
He… knows.
And Adam too… I suppose.
I should alter the statement to say
He doesn’t give a damn about anything – except for Me.
Whether it’s torturing me, loving me, you know the rest or abandoning me and watching. He’s obsessed with me.
Eve.
But he acts like he isn’t.
I’m like his kryptonite.
That’s why he won’t be with me.
Because then…
He’d see the Light.
- ♾️
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